"I sit alone and watch the clock,
Trying to collect my thoughts,
All I think about is you.

And so I cry myself to sleep,
And hope the devil I don't meet,
In my dreams that I live through.

Believe in me,
I know you've waited for so long.
Believe in me,
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me,
This life's not always what it seems.
Believe in me,
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

All the smiles you've had to fake,
All the shit you've had to take,
Just to meet us here again. 

I never have the things to say,
To make it all just go away,
To make it all just disappear.

It's my life,
It's my choice,
Hear my words,
Hear my voice,
And just believe.."

Staind ~ Believe

De volta ao inferninho maringaense .. não passei na UFPR e tenho que esperar pelas vagas remanescentes da Tuiuti agora pra fazer vestibular .. e ganhei um chaveirinho de caloura da PUC hahaha .. enfim =/

Tudo que eu mais queria era voltar exatamente ao mesmo lugar de onde eu saí dois dias atrás .. mas nem tudo é como a gente quer,paciência XD

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é,acabei passando um tempo sem postar ..  e hoje vim mais pra dizer que tô indo viajar mesmo quase ninguém aparecendo por aqui ..

tô indo pro Paraguai amanhã e sexta Curitibaaaaaaaaa *-*

.fui XD

“..We live and we learn to take one step at a time

There’s no need to rushIts like learning to fly, or falling in love

Its gonna happen when its supposed to happen

That we find the reasons why ..”

“You almost always pick the best time, to drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time,
Another false alarm, red flashing lights,
Well this time I´m not going to watch myself die.
I think I made it a game to play your game and let myself cry,
Buried myself alive on the inside.
So I could shut you out, and let you go away for a long time..”

“..O silêncio dele a atormentava. Não saber exatamente o que ele pensava, não ser capaz de suspeitar o que ele sentia… a ignorância de toda a situação a irritava e aguçava ainda mais o interesse que ele lhe provocava. A paixão também tem dessas coisas, se alimentar do não dito pra melhor se iludir com o que desejamos saber..”

E eu ainda penso nisso .. não deveria,mas é inevitável quando não se entende uma resposta .. mesmo que inevitavelmente esteja ali pra quando quiser ver,eu não quero ver,muito menos me dar conta que isso já deu bem mais do que deveria .. o tempo passa,as coisas mudam de lugar,e eu continuo aqui,presa aos meus própios pés,ok .. amanhã é um novo dia =)

“You couldn’t feel the sunlight upon your face
Your little world
A little out of place
You couldnt hear the ocean
You couldnt hear the waves
I know you meant to come back
I know you meant to stay

Well I can see you smile
Can you see my tears?
I reach to hold you
But you ain’t there
You left a hole so big, beyond repair
I’ll try to find forgiveness in talkin’ what
Will never share

All you touched
All you know
All you loved
You just left ‘em with nothing to say
You’re just throwin’ it all away
No you didn’t care to see the light of day
You’re just throwin’ it all away
Like the sand upon the SHORE
Your crashing waves came took you away ..”

passar o fds viajando é td de bom .. aliás,tô colocando a foto do pessoal que foi pra Foz na van ..dois dias depois .. seu aniversário \o/ ae o que acontece ? fui internada com PEDRAS NA VESÍCULA .. agora me explica .. como isso ? ok, cirurgia feita,tive alta e ganhei de brinde uma pancreatite .. puta presente de grego,mas ok .. a gente releva (Y)

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“I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It’s just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you’re all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause Im tryin,tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last forever ..”

..A principio se é estranho estar entre a santidade e a perversidade,
Mas realmente existe um meio termo coerente nessa instabilidade..